10th December 2023 - Life n Grimes of Mr C

By Mid Afternoon something snapped in me and I go up and into the transit and just drove.

A few hours saw me sat outside of a place I used to go regularly and to a couple of friends, that I knew who would take me for what I am.

It took me a while to open the door and a few mins to recognise Sally, but I soon perched at the bar and a pint of water n ice in hand, as Sally and me started to catch up.

Ross came down and again it took me a while to recognise him and we all sat at the end of the bar just catching up.  

Just the odd costumer, but after a while several turned up.
Unfortunately non that I recognised, but by this time Ross n Sally were aware of my condition and explained on my behalf, Which altho still upset me, did also make things easier. 

I stayed for a lot longer than I could have hoped for and left feeling in a much better place, as well a thoughtful place, that is gonna be helpful over the next months, if things go to plan.

Ross has a way of letting you know things in a way that helps and gets the thought juices thinking, and I had already started to change slightly on one or 2 things, that I may have not very wisely taken out on others.

Anyway after some 5 hours, I was getting very tired, so I said my farewell's, again not knowing were I was gonna go.

Eventually I headed to Gibraltar point, opened me kindle up and settled down to read, but must have fell asleep!.

As the back is not yet ready to sleep in, let alone get into.

I awoke in the drivers seat, in some discomfort, luckily I found some Tramadol that soon started to take the edge of the pain in my lower back.

Still Ross n Sally's advise were twirling around my head, and started to sink in, I had started the process of breaking the information down, into manageable chucks that I hope in time I can deal with.

Now I just have to figure out a way for me to start to implement them and at the same time not allow things to adversely affect me if they go wrong!.

Huge thanks Ross n Sally, for your time n patience and just being there when I needed friends/advise/help so badly.

Hope to see you both again real soon.

For those friends who were there that I did not recognise, I am so sorry.