11th October 2019 - Life n grimes of Mr Creature

Morning Everyone :) :)

Still no change with the fight with the black dog :( :(

But today I find myself in a reflective mood, trying to answer questions as to Why, How, How can I understand, how can I kelp others to understand what I am going thru, but my brain just wouldn't even try to settle down to answer these questions except to say You cant answer them and start on another feeling,question :( :(

So I give up as if I cant understand myself what the fuck is going on,

how am I expected to help others to understand and help me :( :(

Anyway lets move on, another day similar to yesterday :( :(

All sitting down hobby's mainly and then not really enough done to show good progress for 8 hours or so :( :(