15th June 2023 - Life n Grimes of Mr C

Today's song is by Uriah Heap - with my biggest wish at this time

Tried to find someone else to sort my Transit out but they all want to replace teh injectors, that I have just had replaced for £800.00 and all quoting between 2-3k !!!!!!!!!!!!

I just broke down in tears and went outside in my dressing gown and stood in the road for ages - not many vehicles about and those that did, just went round me.....................

I have no meds left and none for over a week now, so I am all over the place and cannot control my emotions/feelings.

Dunno what is happening with drs or prescription I asked Lynne to ring surgury up a week or so ago and she obviously cannot be arsed and here work once again prooves to be more important than my healh!.

Way beyond monies I have left!, or I can hope to get, so looks as if I will have to try to get teh transit back home, somehow, empty it out of tools and get it listed as SPAREs & Repairs. 

So that is it, there is now nothing left for me to live for, 

Being without transport is driving my depression feelings even worse, and I now know that it is only a matter of time, before I finally succedd in taking my life.

There has been no happyness for months now and no glimmer of light left at the end of teh tunnel, just this wish to end it all and finally get some peace.

Just as things couldn't get any worse, I got a Pm on Facebook, It looks as if I have someone who can sort my Transit out!

So now am on teh phone (98 times so far) and no reply, to get them to sort my bill out and to arrange to have it collected and brought home...

I have a recovery truck, I just need to arrange day and time ............................