Hi Folks.
Today for the 1st time in god knows when, I have today on doing 6 (plus 1 bonus job) to keep me busy all day :) :)
I dunno why I did it, I was not feeling 100% within myself, my mind was all over the place, so I knew concentration was gonna be very hard.
But I thought I would use that to my advantage and just swap jobs when my concentration wandered :) :)
The morning went very well, I had washed up, Processed eBay sales ready for the postman, :-
Added pics n totals to the items SOLD page,
Sorted and Listed items to start on Saturday, (Altho not as many as I had hoped)
Tidied Living Room and painted some Frames (Again not as many frames painted as I had hoped)
Made a start on Lynne's Computer (Again did not get as far as I hoped)
12th-18th December 2022 - Disco Update - The Sell of Starts! ( I cannot at this stage remember if I had added all the sales ?? It will take me a few days to catch up and find out!)
I thought I was just ticking along nicely, and a nice variation of jobs started or continued, so I had some lunch n took me meds.
After about 30 mins, I decided to go into the Computer Room and see if I could finish emptying my old chair, so we could get it out and chop it up for the fire drum.
And just as I bent down slowly supporting my back, and then it went big time :( :(
About an hour I was on the floor, before I could move at all, eventually I slowly waddled my way to the stairs and me bed.
I do not remember anymore at all, I do not know if Lynne came to see if I was ok or wanted dinner, or even if I got up late that night and go down stairs!!
So I guessed I have yet again fucked up, even tho I was taking my time, moving lifting putting down things very carefully!!
But somehow I have to keep going on, so I can get fitter, I know I am still loosing weight, but it is only a pound here n there, and whilst that is good, I need to loose more, especially around my stomach area!.
But then I look at some of the trousers I was wearing back in 2018 and they make me look like I am wearing a clowns outfit. I have lost around 10 " of my waist line, but no one around me cares or if they do they do not mention it.
I cannot remember the last time Lynne n me talked like we were doing as she was always saying she was to tired and indeed falling asleep on the settee. I know this is affecting my mental health but there is nothing I can do but stay away from her at these times.
Saturday
I have no recollection of being awake most of the day.
But I must have been awake sometime, as me bottle was emptied, I remember Lynne coming into the bedroom, to see what I wanted for tea, and we agreed on a take out.
When I finally did come down my post was opened (and I know Lynne would not have done that),
So I went into the computer room and started to process the items SOLD and PAID for and had a game of cards when I got bored.
It's nearly 5am, I suppose I had better get back to bed n try for a few hours sleep, as I am not sure if I will be able to do anything later on, but just in case.
Nite Folks
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