Morning Folks.
Today has started out well, ok my mind is still all over the place, but I am getting things done.
And I am reasonably happy, just to be pottering along. slowly getting things done, with some of today's jobs either catching up or finally getting finished, (at least for te next month or so).
Added pics n totals to the items SOLD page,
Lynne's Computer progress update for today
More items have arrived for the Conversion!
Time for a rest and go and process eBay sales, that have been paid for.
So far 17 items SOLD this weekend :) :)
Unfortunately most for maiden bids of 49p-99p so a lot of effort for very little gain monetary wise, the only good thing, is so fr I have a shopping bag full of packages ready for the Postman and its still before 11am :) :)
as Lynne n Michael were going shopping, Lynne brought my tramadol and said that the next time the drs want to see the letter for my exception, altho we have shown them the only letter we have for this year which is the DD acceptance and told them they never sent any other letter!
I had asked Lynne to find out who we are supposed to contact to get this letter as there is no info on the DD letter that I can see!
And she did not bother too!
Now I am beginning to wonder just what else concerning my medical stuff, that she is in charge off she has not been doing!!!
I am mega pissed of at her for this as it is creating more stress for me and now I am wondering if this is why the drs and hospitals have not been sending me letters I do not understand about.
Today, if the conversion had been 50% done, I would have somehow loaded everything up and left !!!!!!!!!!!
I just do not want to be around her or have anything to do with her at this time, due to letting me down so badly!!
So All my energy and will power has gone, the black dog has taken over again and I just go to bed and stay there asleep some of the time, just laying there for others.
She obviously does not want any contact either as I got up she asked if i wanted food and then went to bed!!!
I am currently back at square 1 minus 40!
No wonder i have been getting no help from her these last few weeks, I have asked repeatedly for her to paint the lower walls in the living room, would only take her 2 x 30 mins max to do, but nothing done!, same with anything else I have asked for help with.
So later today, I am gonna try and get into the transit, get down Andrews Timber and buy the items I need, and If I can get my steps to the transit, will try and get something done....
I will not be asking her for anymore help as it is a total waist of time, just like my life at this time.
Up until the last few weeks, I was looking at the Scotland trip as pure therapy to help me re-find my balance in Life, now my thought's have gone back to I will not survive the 1st winter up there, what ever happens, come winter I will just turn everything of in the van and lay die down and let things take there course, as I do not want to live with this anymore!.
So some how I am gonna have to push my body beyond what it has shown it is capable of allowing me to do, and just keep my mind closed to everything else..
Conclusion, what again had started out as a potential good day all round, has blown up in my face! what a fucking waist of a lives..
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