Good Morning Folks.
What a day! is all I can say.
It started out really shitty in loads of pain that would not let go and just pulling me down further n further into depression.
yesterday turned into a day of reflections and choices that I have solidified.
Listening to Music has been such a lift for me and has allowed me to focus to make my choices into some form of fact, that I can work towards.
Last night me n Lynne had our calmest least stressful talk in longer than I can remember, I think things are a lot clearer for both of us now.
Hopefully this will continue as it is how we should be.
We know we have some big decisions that we are gonna have to face, but if possible we can face these together.
It looks as if I may be going to Scotland on my own, this we feel may help us recover and heal and we Lynne will come up in School Holiday's and I will meet her at the train station.
We still have a lot to discuss and sort out, but the underlying fact is that we only want to be with each other, but without professional help for us here, then Hopefully this will help us both.
when we were doing he disco's I would often travel on a Thursday and then if Lynne could make it she would turn up Friday night or Saturday. At times when I knew she could not make it some real good friends went from the site to pick her up and surprised me when she turned up!.
This time apart, we think, allowed me to heal a bit and be more the real me, and now the disco is no more, that we are both missing that time apart.
It was great just to sit n talk with no anger, frustration, upset, stress ETC
Long may that continue :) :)
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