Hi me... Still well down
Altho I tried for most of yesterday, I just could not get thru the door, so nothing got done on the Transit or Vincent. :( :(
Yesterday seems to have hit me extremely hard, as getting out the back door into the garden, had become a lot easier for me, and many times was done without much resistance...............
As the drs will not let me have my meds, and I cannot understand or remember what they are saying, plus they are having issues understanding me.
I have cancelled them!.
Also as I have not been able to get to the hospital for appointments, treatment, they have moved me back to teh bottom of teh lists!.
And I cannot be arsed to wait the 3 plus years to get back to teh top, plus I am hoping not to be around that long.
That just leaves getting the transit up n running, tidy up the back and do as much work on conversion as I can, then just load up and head off..
I am hoping I can get outside today, at least working on Vincent or at best in teh back of teh transit, but only time will tell..!
Nope didn't manage to get thru teh house door once again :( :(
But not a totally wasted day, I think, as I believe I need to get away, not only to either come to the end, or start to find some peace, that I can build on.
But to get rid of all the crap and baggage that surrounds us, and get down to teh nitty gritty.
we can still talk calmly at times, so all is not lost. I just hope that maybe we can find some common ground to work with.
I know Lynne cannot cope/help with me and stay a working person, and as she pays all teh bills. She does not have any choice about this.
we did try ages ago to fill out PIP forms, so I can get some money, but something happened that stopped us and it all expired.
Maybe we can find time to sit down and re-try.
After all if we can get to Lynne's retirement and she still wants to, just maybe we can sell this house, buy a mobil home somewhere for winter and a base.
And this will allow us to travel for the rest of the year.
But that is in teh future and we cannot move forward with that as too much to sell off, work to be done on teh house ETC
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