Good Morning Folks.
Today's update is a multi day update.
Things are not going well and I continue to be at rock bottom and looking for a way out.
I have been looking around and found the banisters are high enough drop, but I could not think were I had some rope!.
So I crawled back to bed in abject failure and misery.
Life for me is a total negativity and so bad, that I can not find anyway out or even know if I want to as Things around me have to be positive, to help me find the gogo juice to try n fight, but there is none.
I am left alone by everyone, even Lynne does not come n see me anymore, when I do manage to get the effort to get up am totally ignored, so after very short while I just go back to bed.
I am even struggling to find any go go effort for Timothy's birthday on 1st October, I have been left alone and virtually no involvement, since this downward spiral started last week.
I have tried to get up most days even if for only 20 mins or so, before I start to break down again. I take pics of work done by others in our garden, but I just find no infusiasm for it at all.
It's just empty .........
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