2nd November 2021 - Life n Grimes of Mr C.
Fucking useless cunt I am !
I still cannot get thru the door, let alone thru the gate !
No fun with down below, totally non feeling and cannot control its actions
Guess as usual I am stuck here as unable to go out !!!!!!!!!!!!
took all my pills early this morning but there cannot had been enough
very drowsy and unstable.
Cant even do that properly .................................