Hi me................ just about at Rock Bottom Today.....................
Today's song is The Eagles - Hotel California
Today I woke up crying and feeling so trapped, so this song started to play in my mind.............
It sums up just how I feel trapped in this house, with no way out!.
Yesterday without any electricity & Gas all day, I could not cook myself something to eat, but then again thru to form no one cares a fuck.
I look out of teh window sat her at my computer and I am transported back to 12/13th September 2012 when I just sat here and start out the window, seeing nothing at all, just wanting to die....
Next thing know 5 hours have passed me by...........
Next thing I know is the cat is on teh top of my chair gently butting my face and I feed him and make sure his water is fresh, but he has gotten me thu this shit once again, so now I will carry on stopping the auto relisting of items on Ebay for today, tomorrow and hopefully sort more items to start on Saturday.............................
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