Hi Folks.
I really do not know what is gonna happen to CBRTIM!
At the moment it is too painful, not only to go down there and potter about him, but to see the cockup's and the mess a person has left us with, some of it may have been unwilling, others without thinking, If only he had not kept his distance and spoke to us, these issues would not be happening.
Plus with my mind all over the place, working on something that could could cause serious injury or worse, now is not the time to even contemplate working on him.
Plus there is Lynne's lack of conviction and will she won't she ride with me, there is just no point as it hurts too much, especially id we do not survive as a couple, But I am at times of lucidity determined to move on, one way or another.
But a welcome surprise was waiting for me when I got up this morning a parcel from Maz.
It was when I had opened the box, that this could be the last time I ever see anything of CBRTIM again!
especially if I stay in Scotland, If I find peace n happiness, then there is nothing to come back here for, unless things dramatically change if Lynne does not come and stay with me, if that is the choice I make....
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