Hi Folks.Last night i just could not settle down to sleep, so I got up and continued listing items, as I was starting to fall behind.On the plus side it did mean I was awake when Lynne n Michael came down in the morning to get ready for work.And before Lynne went to work I got a huge hug! :) :) It's seems like forever since I had a long hug just for a hug and feel at such peace. I hope Lynne could feel it as well.But I was in pain again, and Lynne n Michael were nearly ready for work, so I went back to bed, to rest and get my back comfortable.That only lasted about an hour or so, and up I got and decided to do a bit of painting, as I was waiting on the Postie to arrive and pick up some items, that had sold and been paid for... (see living room update in House n Garden Albums).By the time I had finished I was back in agony, so took some tramadol and went back to bed, got comfortable and was researching how to wire up solar for the transit and the next thing I know Lynne's waking me up :) :) Over 5 hours solid deep sleep ! - but it took me a while to realise I was no dreaming, eventually I woke up enough to come downstairs and sit n chat.Just been looking at how little I got done today ! - But I do not care, I feel good, am still at peace with myself n Lynne and that is all that matters to me.These feelings, I hope they continue, are just a starting point for us, and will not affect the choices we have made, as this is something I need to see thru to the end, which ever way it turns out.....I feel I have had a very calming day and a chilled me into the bargain. Not feeling any stress or frustration, I just hope it not only lasts, but keeps improving.I do not know when I will know that I have finally won all my battles, I just hope I do and that we spot that I have won and we can move on.But we are also looking at the other side of what will happen if things do not turn out well!making hard choices, as we can discussing things in no order.Everything is being talked about as it crops up, tonight I just rambled on about nothing, whilst Lynne was sewing one of Michaels work shirts :) :)